Crime

First time it went through my mind I knew I was all gone It'll haunt me for all my life Oh god I'm so done The feeling that I can't explain This pain in me won't go away And this question I still replay: Will I ever be fine? Do I belong in another life? Oh please show me the place where I can leave this behind Can't replace what's inside I'm all out of will to carry on with this life But if I just closed my eyes for now It's a crime Oppressive clouds hanging over me When I try to run Pouring rain hides all tears I've cried No hope from above The breathing gets harder per day Is it just in my head? Am I sane? And this question I still replay: Will I ever be fine? Do I belong in another life? Oh please show me the place where I can leave this behind Can't replace what's inside I'm all out of will to carry on with this life But if I just closed my eyes for now It's a crime Oh god! I'm so done With it all Will I ever be fine? Do I belong in another life? Oh please show me the place where I can leave this behind Will I ever be fine? Do I belong in another life? Oh please show me the place where I can leave this behind Can't replace what's inside I'm all out of will to carry on with this life But if I just closed my eyes for now It's a crime