Collapsing Stars

Are you human Or just programmed to deceive? If your skin was translucent Would I see cold blood underneath? Not really sure if you're human (human) Or just a heart killin' machine (ah-ah) 'Cause I'm tryin' to see if you Ever did care about me I really am tryin' so hard not to be mad If I'm lookin' inward, I'm lashin' out 'cause I'm so sad I say I don't, but I really do miss What we almost could have had It was close, but no cigar Almost kissed you in your car Lost in the black hole that's your heart Baby, now we're just collapsing stars Am I even human (human) Or just programmed to believe? That sweet little cupid Doesn't have it out for me And part of my fucked up recovery Is the monster that I paint you out to be I really am tryin' so hard not to be mad If I'm lookin' inward, I'm lashin' out 'cause I'm so sad I say I don't, but I really do miss What we almost could have had It was close but no cigar Almost kissed you in your car Lost in the black hole that's your heart Baby, now we're just collapsing stars And part of my fucked up recovery Is the monster that I paint you out to be Slowly becomin' a part of me I don't even know what's become of me I really am tryin' so hard not to be mad If I'm lookin' inward, I'm lashin' out 'cause I'm so sad I say that I don't, but I really do miss What we almost could have had It was close, but no cigar Almost kissed you in your car Lost in the black hole that's your heart Baby, now we're just collapsing stars