Methods of Reciprocating Affection

There comes a time where certain people come into your life

They come in without notice then they think they have the right

To teach you what love is

The bad part is that they actually teach you what love is

So much so you can't help but show it

So much so that you become the only one that shows it

Leaving you with the never ending reasons to never let anyone in again (You feel me?)

The bad part is that the cycle repeats itself

You let someone in they break you they leave

Only you have the key to your happiness

Only you know the methods of reciprocating affections

You gave me a pass and I misused it

Gave you all my heart and you refused it

Caused a lot of pain now I drown it in my music

Hopefully one day I don't get drowned by my music

Fighting my demons with you in between them

I can't, I can't

I can't, I can't

Nothing is the same

Nobody feels my pain

I wanna take myself

But there's nothing there to gain

I wanna be the gentleman

That stands out in the rain

The one that holds your hand

When there's nothing else to say

Love so cold it hurts me to stay

Yet love so hot burns everyday

I think I've found a way to take it all away

It gives it to me straight

It's blunt in every way

You gave me a pass and I misused it

Gave you all my heart and you refused it

Caused a lot of pain now I drown it in my music

Hopefully one day I don't get drowned by my music

Fighting my demons with you in between them

I can't, I can't

I can't, I can't

Maybe it's the drugs or maybe it's the love

Or maybe it's because there's no one else to love

Or maybe it's the fear of dying alone

But I know that I am gonna leave this leave this earth alone

You wanna play my love

So all your friends can laugh

I'm happy that I could provide you with a gag

It won't be the first time I made you gag

But the last time I had you in my hand

You gave me a pass and I misused it

Gave you all my heart and you refused it

Caused a lot of pain now I drown it in my music

Hopefully one day I don't get drowned by my music

Fighting my demons with you in between them

I can't, I can't

I can't, I can't