They don't understand me, it get harder for someone like me to fit in

Blessing and a curse, prolly get here 'cause I ain't listen

I just, play with the cards, that I was dealt with

Took my love for granted, I had to learn to be selfish

Ayy, pistol on my person, a habit, can't even help it

Tell my momma that I love her, admit it, I never said it

Ain't like to ask nobody for nothin', I did the helpin'

Seen the smiles on they face when they hated, but never said it

When I touched that first a hunnid, was somethin' I ain't expected

I'm a gangster, we don't get our feelings hurt, we be pretentin'

When I got that cheque, I ain't invest it, got a necklace

Bro'd be up a body, but it jammed, he caught a blessing

When you, find someone who real, you better keep her

We ain't dickridin' no rapper, give a fuck about no feature

Bullets to his head, before he died, he gained a seizure

Intoxicated love, you could say that I been fiendin'

We not ridin' waves 'cause I get seasick, I really piece shit

See him gettin' weird, he gettin' cooked just like a deep dish

Bitch I'm in the buildin', ayy, y'all tryna lease it

They say "life a bitch," but I got her by the leashes

Stand on what I say and after that, put on a period

Helen Keller to the bullshit, they be talkin', I ain't hearin' it

All these drugs inside my body, I'm surprised that I'm still steerin' it

Oh they look familiar? We ain't sure, but we still clearin' it

Ayy, keep them conversations off them cell phones

Bro been in his feelings, they ain't answerin' them jail phones

Ayy, if I lose it all, who can I lean on?

Why you actin' like I'm wrong? I'm just tryna put my team on

If it was them and wasn't me, would they do the same?

I been mixin' drugs, tryna numb the pain

Always got somethin' to say, but when I say some, they got none to say

Gang