Chasing the High

I'm chasing the high I'm falling The back of my mind keeps calling For you I'm sorry But that's really no surprise to you I'm chasing the high I'm falling The back of my mind is calling For you I'm sorry But that's really no surprise to you I keep numbing myself breaking every promise i made Something deep in my self conscious Know the price that i pay Can't resist the devil's fragrance It's attracting my brain It's a never ending cycle Running straight through my veins I can't break The curse I can't form a smile cause That would be fake I learned that when i made My first line of the day I'm a sinner I'm a sinner Till i lay in my grave I'm a winner i keep numbing my face So i never feel the pain I can feel it no more If i die i go in vain Not what i do it for All i see is pouring rain Sadness high up above Shit will never be the same I can't I'm chasing the high I'm falling The back of my mind is calling For you I'm sorry But that's really no surprise to you I'm chasing the high I'm falling The back of my mind is calling For you I'm sorry But that's really no surprise to you