Trying Not To Love You

It's Friday night, but I think I'll just stay at home 'Cause I don't wanna end up anywhere you might go Wish every time I saw you didn't make me wanna turn back We said it was the end, but I didn't know I didn't mean that I guess it's hard to just act like we're friends When there's so much more we could have been I'm trying not to love you But I don't know how I'm trying not to feel what I'm feeling right now Don't even wanna think about you letting me go 'Cause it's a long way down I'm trying not to love you But I don't know how Couldn't drink you away God, all my friends know that I tried And they keep telling me there's somebody else But I know that's a lie I think about the good times, all the highs You and me, heights Don't know how to keep the tears from falling down I miss you so bad I'm trying not to love you But I don't know how I'm trying not to feel what I'm feeling right now Don't even wanna think about you letting me go 'Cause it's a long way down I'm trying not to love you But I don't know how Hoo I'm trying not to love you, oh I'm trying not to love you I'm trying not to love you I guess it's hard to just act like we're friends When there's so much more we could have been I'm trying not to love you But I don't know how I'm trying not to feel what I'm feeling right now Don't even wanna think about you letting me go 'Cause it's a long way down I'm trying not to love you But I don't know how Don't even wanna think about you letting me go 'Cause it's a long way down I'm trying not to love you But I don't know how