shame

I start to shake, just wanna hit him Feel my veins pumping blood through my system I know that pain, familiar feeling Just like that, I reach the end of my patience You've gone too far, I usually don't cry But now I feel I might at last You've gone too far, now tears fill my eyes Afraid I might go blind at last And now I feel sick, every stomach ache, I'm bloated Been eating all your lies, taste so good, they're sugar-coated Pretend that I'm fine, so nobody will notice I'm running low on strength, can no longer hold it Push all that anger down, I can taste it in my mouth Every breath I take is bitter, I just wanna spit it out Scream at my phone, scream, let it go, scream But I don't You don't even know my pain, got me feeling low Got me feeling astray Tired of playing all your games, don't deserve my love Don't deserve my shame Shame I have a dream, it's not an illusion When we act as one, we might find a solution Can't be unseen, what you've been doing The more you violate our rights, the more you're losing You've gone too far, I usually don't fight But now I feel I'd like to at last You've gone too far, together we unite To end these violent times at last And still I feel sick, can't believe that this is us The society of riches built upon a lack of love You know that I have faith, 'cause this is what we got A wildly open heart and a willingness to trust Now let your anger out, I can taste it in my mouth Every breath I take is bittersweet, I'ma shout it out Scream at my phone, scream, let it go, scream And I do You don't even know my pain, got me feeling low Got me feeling astray Tired of playing all your games, don't deserve my love Don't deserve my shame Shame (deserve my shame) Shame, shame Shame, shame Shame, shame Don't deserve my Shame (shame), shame (shame) Shame (shame), shame (shame) Shame (shame) Don't deserve my Shame