Self Sabotage

I've been trying to turn a new leaf. (new leaf) I've been trying to learn my lesson Gotta swim before the ship sinks But what if I can't help it I lose myself in serotonin He flies red flags i act like I don't notice I try to tell myself I shouldn't do this What am i doing? Why do i do it? Cause I like what i like Got a certain type Kinda make me cry Messing with my mind I keep going and going and going Self Sabotaging and I know it Looks a little like the last one Thought i left him back in I know he's saying that it's just fun But it all feels so romantic I lose myself in serotonin He flies red flags i act like I don't notice Cause I like what i likе Got a certain type Kinda make mе cry Messing with my mind I keep going and going and going Self Sabotaging and I know it Cause I like what i like Got a certain type Couple of girls on the side I don't really mind I keep going and going and going Self Sabotaging and I know it I try to tell myself I shouldn't do this What am i doing? Why do i do it? I lose myself in serotonin He flies red flags i act like I don't notice Cause I like what i like Got a certain type Couple of girls on the side I don't really mind I keep going and going and going Self Sabotaging and I know it I keep going and going and going Self Sabotaging and I know it Cause I like what i like Got a certain type Kinda make me cry Messing with my mind I keep going and going and going Self Sabotaging and I know it Cause I like what i like Got a certain type Kinda make me cry Messing with my mind I keep going and going and going Self Sabotaging and I know it