Next Life

Maybe in my next life I can live my best life Care a little less like, aah I've been tryna manifest And speak my happiness into existence Who am I kiddin'? Meditating every day, but journalin' And burning sage don't fix it Something's still missin' What if self-help doesn't help my self-esteem? Going through hell, tryna fix the worst of me Sometimes I feel like I'll feel this forever Scared after death, it will never get better for me That's me, but Maybe in my next life I can live my best life Care a little less like, aah Even in the hard times I won't let my dark side Take over my mind like, aah And God knows I've been trying And I'm so scared of dying But maybe in my next life I can live my best life Maybe in my next life, aah Easier to just believe In all the things that I can see Wishin' creates distance Between me and reality 'Cause all these enemies can be persistent Though non-existent, aah What if self-help doesn't help my self-esteem? Going through hell, tryna fix the worst of me (aah) Sometimes I feel like I'll feel this forever Scared after death, it will never get better for me That's me, but Maybe in my next life I can live my best life Care a little less like, aah Even in the hard times I won't let my dark side Take over my mind like, aah And God knows I've been trying And I'm so scared of dying But maybe in my next life I can live my best life Maybe in my next life, aah And God knows I've been trying And I'm so scared of dying... Maybe in my next life I can live my best life Care a little less like, aah Even in the hard times I won't let my dark side Take over my mind like, aah And God knows I've been trying And I'm so scared of dying But maybe in my next life I can live my best life Maybe in my next life, aah