Six Feet Under

I can't help but think the worst of myself when I go out of my way to ruin my peace of mind I'm an optimist, but the pessimist wins sometimes Mhm (mhm, mhm) And I'm fightin' with the mirror when I thought that we were friends I wanna disappear, but then I'm goin' out again Am I gettin' better, or just better at pretendin'? Oh, some things never change, I'm still at war with my brain I want so badly to feel good, I wonder How much more can I take? I'll just keep diggin' my grave I won't be happy 'til I'm six feet under (six feet under) Days (yeah), turn into nights and every night feels the same It's hard to get dressed 'cause look at this mess I've made I sit by myself, the stories I tell are fake Uh-uh, uh So I'm avoidin' every mirror, I can't look at her again I'd rather disappear than have to wait to see the end Am I gettin' better, or just better at pretendin'? Oh, some things never change, I'm still at war with my brain I want so badly to feel good, I wonder How much more can I take? I'll just keep diggin' my grave I won't be happy 'til I'm six feet under I won't be happy 'til I'm six feet under I won't be happy 'til I'm six feet under I can't help but think the worst of myself when I go out of my way to ruin my peace of mind It's hard to keep breathin', why do I even try? Mhm, mmm Oh, some things never change I'm still at war with my brain (war with my brain) I want so badly to feel good, I wonder How much more can I take? I'll just keep diggin' my grave (diggin' my grave) I won't be happy 'til I'm six feet under (I won't be happy 'til) I'm six feet under I won't be happy 'til I'm six feet under