Messy

I'm sleeping with my anxiety I'm waking up with it telling me Everything could go wrong One step away from catastrophe I know it feels like it's chasing me I got nowhere to run I won't leave my bed 'Cause I'm overly obsessed With all of my regrets and my flaws All these thoughts are never ending All my fears they get too friendly Wish that I could be myself again And clear the cobwebs out of my head But when my mind fills up with dread It's hard to empty It's too messy It's too messy Trust me I don't want to be this way I dye my hair but my mind won't change I'll try anything Too many feelings I can't throw out I wanna let go, I don't know how It's getting hard to think I won't leave my bed 'Cause I'm overly obsessed With all of my regrets and my flaws All these thoughts are never ending All my fears they get too friendly Wish that I could be myself again And clear the cobwebs out of my head But when my mind fills up with dread It's hard to empty It's too messy It's too messy Wish that I could be myself again And clear the cobwebs out my head But when my mind fills up with dread It's hard to empty It's too messy