Exist/Exit

See her Post up in the corner I hate the smell of the cigarettes I burn The cigarettes burned The fake cracks in my innocence shown Now for you to see I know you Whispers of the pain we shared, no You hate the sight of the dawn when it turns The love that was earned But in the light we can lay down our arms It's just you and me I drown in guilt and shame and I care about it But I don't know how to show it Guess I'll never live it in this time I'll never live it through I'll never get to make this mine I'll never learn my truth I just exist, til I exit I just exist, til I exit Seek faith Any day now it'll be too late I hear the words of a miserable man I'm holding his hand I blink twice and the vision goes black It was only me After all the things that you made it through Do I have any right to love you? Guess I'll never live it in this time I'll never live it through I'll never get to make this mine I'll never learn the truth I just exist, til I exit I just exist, til I exit Guess I'll never live it in this time I'll never live it through I'll never get to make this mine I'll never learn my truth I just exist, til I exit I just exist, til I exit