When I Go

Self medicating is so complicated I feel like you never knew the man behind that smile I was fading, while you were praying Most walk a thousand but I've walked a million miles I could have changed but never will The wounded me could never heal, oh yeah But that's alright by me Borrowed time I tried to steal But my vices they took the wheel And the wrong direction set me free And I hope it don't hurt you Boxing up the memories you miss the most And I know it won't be easy But I'm somewhere in the sky, you're not alone When I go, if you need me I left a letter in the dresser that I wrote And I know that I've been selfish Gone too soon, yeah, that's the truth I've always known It wasn't hard to face the light with my head high My life is come at this red light, I lived fast and I loved hard I know you know so, never walked the line on that tight rope If you fall, fight back that's how life goes, you can still find your way back home Don't lose hope Gone from my room, but there's no closet full of bones I paved these roads Lived out my dreams, but now you have to let me go And I hope it don't hurt you Boxing up the memories you miss the most And I know it won't be easy But I'm somewhere in the sky, you're not alone When I go, if you need me I left a letter in the dresser that I wrote And I know that I've been selfish Gone too soon, yeah, that's the truth I've always known