In My Head

From the outside looking in Might look like I'm killing it But you only see the pieces of me I want you to see intentionally From the outside driving by I can turn on a smile like a porch light But you only know the side that I show 'Cause when I'm alone, this house ain't no home 'Cause living in my head There ain't no white picket fence There's dead flowers on the front steps Cracks in the walls, echoes in the halls Real talk It's a whole hot mess Skeletons in the closet Monsters underneath the bed And the worst part of it is I'm the one paying rent, yeah Living in my head I wish I could flip a switch Fix all the things I think I need to fix But it's gonna take more than some paint to cover the stains Even my heart hates 'Cause living in my head There ain't no white picket fence There's dead flowers on the front steps Cracks in the walls, echoes in the halls Real talk It's a whole hot mess Skeletons in the closet Monsters underneath the bed And the worst part of it is I'm the one paying rent, yeah Living in my head Anxiety, things I regret The times I wasn't at my best All the things that haven't even happened yet Living in my head Living in my head Living in my head There ain't no white picket fence There's dead flowers on the front steps Cracks in the walls, echoes in the halls Real talk It's a whole hot mess Skeletons in the closet Monsters underneath the bed And worst part of it is I'm the one paying rent, yeah Living in my head Living in my head