Madra

Every time I smile, you say it's a been while

But last night when I was drinking

I wasn't thinking and I was fine

In fact, I felt alright

But I know you never see that side

And I'm just really sorry that you even have to be around me

'Cause I'm up and I'm down

I'm lost and never found

And I think you know that now

I'm numb

Then I feel everything at once

And I'm low

But then I'm having so much fun

And I'm high

And that's when I start to cry

Then you're gone

And I can't blame anyone, no, I can't blame anyone

I know these feelings aren't real

But, all these things, they help my mind stand still

And even if it's only temporary

It feels nice to be a little empty

And I'm just really sorry that you can't help me

'Cause you try and you try

And I see it in your eyes

But nothing can make this fine

I'm numb

Then I feel everything at once

And I'm low

But then I'm having so much fun

And I'm high

And that's when I start to cry

Then you're gone

And I can't blame anyone, no, I can't blame anyone