Finding Forgiveness

Every time you think of me I just want you to see me happy Happy Happy Happy Happy Happy Happy Happy Happy Happy Happy Happy Happy I always wanted to be more As I was getting less Hm hm hm My brother always struggled But I never understood What it means to be depressed Now I see things differently But, God, it's not a bliss 'Cause now we're almost in our thirties And yet we didn't have the chance I don't talk about my mother And how her plans turned into a mess Life has not been easy But it's not over yet And I think that it's time for turning tables To clean this mess I've never been enough for you Been enough for you Everywhere I go, I'm gonna be I'll be right there, right what you need Take good care of you And be everything for you I gotta, I gotta be strong I gotta, I gotta carry on Every time you think of me I just want you to see me happy I don't even know who I am anymore I've let all these bad things change me Turn me into someone I don't recognize And I've realized everything is all my fault I've gotta make it right I took the road less traveled It's rougher than I thought it'd be I know nothing's easy But I'm so sick of never being enough for you lately And I think that it's time for turning tables To clean this mess I've never been enough for you Been enough for you Everywhere I go, I'm gonna be I'll be right there, right what you need Take good care of you And be everything for you I gotta, I gotta be strong I gotta, I gotta carry on Every time you think of me I just want you to see me happy Just listen, hold on Don't leave me here in the dark Soft whispers of loss Don't leave me here with my thoughts Just listen, hold on Don't leave me here in the dark Soft whispers of loss Don't leave me here with my thoughts Am I enough now Am I enough now Am I enough now Am I enough? Am I enough? Enough for you now?