Never Once

Did you find yourself?

Did you get what you needed?

Did you learn to love yourself

When you left me here bleeding?

See, I never said, but I saw it coming all along

I knew you'd turn away forever

I knew from the start it would end

With my heart up all in knots

Baby, you're not clever

And one more thing

Did you think that I didn't notice the moment

When you stopped loving me?

Did you think that I couldn't tell by the look

On your face when you smile at me?

Did you think that it wouldn't tear me apart?

Well, it did, and it's clear to see

For all the thinking you did, and I know that you did

You never once thought about me

'Cause you were blind, too blind to see

To see the hole that you left in me

You never once, never thought about me

Girl, I know that you've been hurt

But is the world to blame?

It won't make you feel better

When you make them feel your pain

It's not you, it's me

It's okay, it's whatever the fuck you want

Pretty sorry excuse

So you can fuck whoever the fuck you want

Tell me, baby, is it easy

To lie straight through your teeth?

And one more thing

Did you think that I didn't notice the moment

When you stopped loving me?

Did you think that I couldn't tell by the look

On your face when you smile at me?

Did you think that it wouldn't tear me apart?

Well, it did, and it's clear to see

For all the thinking you did, and I know that you did

You never once thought about me

'Cause you were blind, too blind to see

To see the holes you left in me

You never once, never thought about me