Consequences

I used to live with anxiety And no one knew I used to feel lonely Cause my ego wouldn't let me speak My father couldn't believe And my mother cried feeling hopeless When doctors said I died by some pills Why did I make them go through all that pain? It's crazy They even gave me so much love, and I was selfish I didn't think about the consequences And now my family is crying deeply All I wanted was to leave a message And now my soul is feeling sad and guilty Cause the sun kept shining and coming out When I decided to say goodbye I didn't think about the consequences I used to show off to my fake friends Cause I used to feel like I was not worthy Maybe that's why I used to feel depressed Sadly I used to think I had a bad life I wish I could have made things right By being grateful for what I had I wish I could go back in time Why did I make them go through all That pain, it's crazy They even gave me so much love And I was selfish I didn't think about the consequences And now my family is crying deeply All I wanted was to leave a message And now my soul is feeling sad and guilty Cause the sun kept shining and coming out I didn't think about the consequences I didn't I didn't I didn't think about the consequences I didn't I didn't And now my soul is feeling sad and anxious