Heartbreak Syndrome

Keep driving around east of our downtown Every black Jeep that I see is making me turn around And I'm trying to let you go, but I don't know how I never liked to be alone with the ghost in our house And I tried to let you know that you don't really need the space You thought that I would smile as I watched you walk away And all our friends try to get me to explain I just want to hold her close, tell her everything will be okay I just want to hold her close I'm in denial, it's been a while Since you checked in with me You missed my birthday, I put on a strong face Why am I your enemy? I'm at Café Roze by myself three nights a week And I'm trying not to text you to follow your boundaries Thought that I would be the one you'd always need You don't look me in the eyes as I cry on my knees You don't look me in the eyes as I cry I'm in denial, it's been a while Since you checked in with me You missed my birthday, I heard you were out late Why am I your enemy? I got diagnosed with heartbreak syndrome Yes, this is killing me Doc said it's probably best to try and manage the stress 'Cause I can't let you leave, first Are you driving around east of our downtown? Every corner you see is going to turn around Just keep wonderin' wonder why we got married or if I'll love again