Polarity

Come again to talk it out It's been a while since I've been by You ask if I've been better And you don't like when I lie If I'm lying then I care If I'm caring then I'm trying If I'm trying then I'm happy If I'm happy then I'm lying, oh! The coffee's sulfur when I'm down The sky bleeds every color out The air is cold enough to wake me A silver lining to each cloud It all explodes when I come up I'm tasting every sound and color I'm happier than any dream I've ever had And no one knows to know me better If I'm up then I'll come down It's best that you not be around The sun will set and burn away It happens almost every day I'm tired of trying to make this stop I'm starting to think it's all I've got