Violent Oblivion

When I wake up

I feel that empty space

Violent oblivion

No one can see

Where to restart

Where could I go

When I don't even know who I could be

I feel you

I touch you

I desire you

But I don't want you

My mind plays tricks

And gives me migraines

I don't want to die

I want to live

But it hurts too much

I feel like I'll never get out of this

Violent oblivion

Take me away

I feel you

I touch you

I desire you

But I don't want you

But I don't want you

I feel you

I touch you

I desire you

But I don't want you