Ramblings of a Sickness

I can't just walk away until I numb this pain

If I can pull through

Then maybe I'll be the same

The devil drags me down

His vile whispers surround

I'm too myopic to see

The light to pull me out

The devil drags me down

I can't take it

Can't escape these voices

I just can't take anymore

I can't fight it, just lay in

This self loathing misery, malevolence, disparity

In the end these thoughts will get the best of me

I can't seem to get a grip on my reality

No second chances, no second chances

I cry out for help, but they never hear me

Social fallacy

I can't stop till I reach

Total equilibrium

I will learn in some way perhaps this soliloquy will guide me

To mental tranquility

In the end these thoughts will get the best of me

I can't seem to get a grip on my reality

No second chances

I cry out for help

But they never hear me

It's all in my head

It's all in my head

It's all in my head

I don't understand

These tears will get lost in the rain

In the end these thoughts will get the best of me

I can't seem to get a grip on my reality

No second chances, no second chances

I cry out for help, but they never hear me

Hear me scream

Feel my pain

Feel me now