Foolish Mind

It's funny how the storyline changes When the light's back around Fool myself and break all the chains When my thoughts get so loud And I can't help but stay awake Cause you won't leave my mind I'll be drowning in alcohol before I drown in your eyes I can't explain the way that you have me When I can't have you too My sober mind longs for the kiss Of your bittersweet truth And we keep coming back to this Cause we can't just deny And the closest I'll be to being high of love Is when I'm by your side And I break my heart sitting here Knowing you're with someone else but me I'm holding on For something that's just not a possibility While I'm craving you so foolishly Little hearts break through my veins when You touch me like that My conscious mind tries to numb it out Cause it hurts so bad And I can't just break away from you Fully under your spell Holding onto you while you turn away Feels like hell And I break my heart sitting here Knowing you're with someone else but me I'm holding on For something that's just not the way that it seems to me Break apart waiting here Wishing you could see it like I see I'm holding on for nothing and that's what it seems to be While I'm craving you so foolishly And I can't help but stay awake Cause you won't leave my mind I'll be drowning in alcohol before I drown in your eyes