Don't Save Me

I came from the darkness hiding on my own Like rain thoughts are harmless, leave me here alone The waking nightmares aren't as bad as dreaming I suppose But it's pulling me Under the lightning and thunder ignite a wilted rose Maybe I'm wretched and deserve this, I don't know Don't save me, I'm almost glad if this is how I go The monsters under my bed want to beat me to it though Every word that they've said It goes 'round in my head while I drown in the undertow Look into my eyes And tell me what you see A demon in disguise Pretending to be me Bury your surprise And listen carefully He lives inside my mind He'll never let me free The wasteland never ends and it's killing me Wait and count to ten but I'll never be able to live I can't seem to breathe I'll die fading carefully so don't save me Standing on the edge, it's darker now And it's in my head, I can't hear a sound Facing the storm I'm cast out at sea I'll drown eventually so don't save me I think these walls can talk, they tell me I'm insane I can't live anymore and I'm the one to blame At night my thoughts they scare me I can't face another day Every thought leaves it's mark I'm not scared of the dark I'm afraid when the sky turns grey The wasteland never ends and it's killing me Wait and count to ten but I'll never be able to live I can't seem to breathe I'll die fading carefully so don't save me Standing on the edge, it's darker now And it's in my head, I can't hear a sound Facing the storm I'm cast out at sea I'll drown eventually so don't save me Don't save me I think I'm in hell These walls are talking I can tell I've bathed in fire since I fell Don't leave me on my own The wasteland never ends and it's killing me Wait and count to ten but I'll never be able to live I can't seem to breathe I'll die fading carefully so don't save me Standing on the edge, it's darker now And it's in my head, I can't hear a sound Facing the storm I'm cast out at sea I'll drown eventually so don't save me The wasteland never ends and it's killing me Wait and count to ten but I'll never be able to live I can't seem to breathe I'll die fading carefully so don't save me Standing on the edge, it's darker now And it's in my head, I can't hear a sound Facing the storm I'm cast out at sea I'll drown eventually so don't save me