Forever 19

It's hard to put in words So complicated how I'm feeling One blink, and suddenly Another year, another season You're always looking to the future, what I can improve in The ones that we admire, I just wanna be like them Oblivious I'm not Just didn't talk when you were speaking So serious, you started taking over all my feelings And that's the reason my mind went from zero to a whirlwind Got me second guessing who I was and who I'll be Maybe I should take a break Or I could throw it all away 'Cause I am not what you see So it's all good to me Today's the day that I realized Don't need you overstaying in my mind My gift to me is saying goodbye And taking back what was already mine The memories flash, closing my eyes No turning back, I feel so alive And even if the world has to change I hope this part of me will stay Forever 19 Forever 19 Remember, all I got is love Know who I am, and that's enough Listened in on conversations that I could've joined in Constant alienation, should I leave or should I go in? I'll be the bigger person I'll shut it out, keep working But in the silence, all the voices bring me down within What was I thinking when I looked to you to validate? My whole existence revolved around your time and space In your eyes, I needed to come in first, never second place This whole time, it was all about me running my own race I think it's time to take a break So watch me throw it all away 'Cause I am not what you see So it's all good to me Today's the day that I realized Don't need you overstaying in my mind My gift to me is saying goodbye And taking back what was already mine The memories flash, closing my eyes No turning back, I feel so alive And even if the world has to change I hope this part of me will stay Forever 19 Forever 19 Remember, all I got is love Know who I am, and that's enough Forever 19 Forever 19 Remember, all I got is love Know who I am, and that's enough