Paradox

I dropped myself on the floor and I split

Let's start a conversation

I'm paralysed while they rip me to shreds

Whispers that cut like a knife

It's getting crowded in here and I can't control

The thoughts and all, ironic isn't it?

The lie that I want is some paradox, I'm tryna solve

Confusing, isn't it?

Why does it matter?

No one's listening anyway

It doesn't matter

'Cause everyone's got too much to say

Funny how no therapist could help me now

Truth was never honest to me

Why does it matter?

The liar's paradox in my head

I took a needle and thread to the crowd

Sewed myself back together

But I still hear every one of them now

Here come the consequences

Why do I bother at all when I can't control

The thoughts like ghosts, ironic isn't it?

The lie that I want is some paradox, I'm tryna solve

Confusing, isn't it?

Why does it matter?

No one's listening anyway

It doesn't matter

'Cause everyone's got too much to say

Funny how no therapist could help me now

Truth was never honest to me

Why does it matter?

The liar's paradox in my head

Try getting up, getting out, get away from who

You lied to

Where did the honesty go if the lie is you?

It's all you

Why does it matter?

No one's listening anyway

It doesn't matter

'Cause everyone's got too much to say

Funny how no therapist could help me now

Truth was never honest to me

Why does it matter?

The liar's paradox in my head