Dying

Talking 'bout symmetry and sex

And just wanting to be here

Knowing nothing's wrong this minute

Thinking right back to where I was

Before I knew you and my heart

Was dissolving, but I made it back

Everything I want, nothing that I don't

Backing all my shit up even when I won’t

Making me feel good, not for any reason

Saying that you want me, making me believe it

'Cause I'd been dying

And I didn't realise

How far I'd gone, imagine being wanted

Like you're worth somebody's time

Feel like enough, more than what you asked for

Now that's what my days are like

I know there's darkness coming up

'Cause there couldn't not be some

But I'm ready, throw it at me

'Cause how you start makes a difference

And you love me with a vengeance

And it's easy to forget I didn't have it

Everything I want, nothing that I don't

Calling all my ships back and pulling up the rope

It's better that we met later now we're older

We were just kids then, never would've made it

'Cause I'd been dying

And I didn't realise

Something that you did, something that you're seeing

That just wasn't seen before

Making me good, making me better

I was too scared to ask for more

I'd been dying

To give you what I'd been missing

How far I'd gone, imagine being wanted

Like you're worth somebody's time

Feel like enough, more than what you asked for

Now you're here blowing my mind

Giving you what I got, giving you attention