Like I was saying, I was just riding the wave for so long, you know?

I was...so detached from reality

Um, I was just like a fuckin'...ghost, bro

And like the "living in the moment" shit, which like was cool to an extent, but like when you're living in the moment too much, and you just have no–like I didn't think I was–I thought I was invincible, bro

It–some people are like...depressed and shit

I was like...alive

I thought I was alive, but I was dying, and I–and I was like...you couldn't tell me anything