Not My Night

My mind is racing

Not used to making

Sense of who I was

And when the bottle opens

I dance with demons

Until the sun comes up

On the outside I seem like it’s all my way of having fun

Thinkin this is just a part of me you love

It’s not my night

Throwin up in your back seat

I’m drunk enough to cry

So why do I even try

To think that you get it

You say I’m dramatic

That you need a better use of time

It’s alright

If you’re walking away tonight

I know my judgement

Is next to nothing

It made me realize

Instead of finding something

I’ll push your buttons

Like it’s my state of mind

All you’re hearing are my lame excuses

Got every reason why

Thinking how the fuck you want me in your life

It’s not my night

Throwin up in your back seat

I’m drunk enough to cry

So why do I even try

To think that you get it

You say I’m dramatic

That you need a better use of time

It’s alright

If you’re walking away tonight

It’s not my night

You need a better use of time

It’s not my night

So why do I even try

It’s not my night

Throwin up in your back seat

I’m drunk enough to cry

So why do I even try

It’s not my night

Throwin up in your back seat

I’m drunk enough to cry

So why do I even try

To think that you get it

You say I’m dramatic

That you need a better use of time

It’s alright

If you’re walking away tonight

So why do I even try

To think that you get it

You say I’m dramatic

That you need a better use of time

It’s alright

If you’re walking away tonight