Crazy

They say I'm crazy

Say my mother was too

Take medication daily

Just to try to get through

My mind, yes, it's broken

Not much I can do

Do my best just to focus

Turns out I'm just like you

And every time I think I'm fine

The darkness creeps back into my mind

Reminds me that nothing will ever be okay

I'll never be okay, hey, maybe that's okay

They say I'm unstable

They say my father was too

I'm up and I'm able

Then I'm sad and blue

There's a Hyde and a Jekyll

Made a home inside me

Never know who you're getting

Never know who I'll be

And every time I think I'm fine

The darkness creeps back into my mind

Reminds me that nothing will ever be okay

I'll never be okay, hey, maybe that's okay

Voices tell you what you want to hear

Give in to the darkness, my dear

No room for the light

When the darkness feels so right

Demons whisper in your ear

Cold sweats so full of fear

Let go, you'll never come back

Watch your lights all fade to black

And every time I think I'm fine

The darkness creeps back into my mind

Reminds me that nothing will ever be okay

I'll never be okay, hey, maybe that's okay

They say I'm too pretty to be sick in the head

Too young to be hopeless, to have thoughts about death

But what's on the outside it's just a mask that I wear

Keep trying to save me, but I'm not worth your prayers

And every time I think I'm fine

The darkness creeps back into my mind

Reminds me that nothing will ever be okay

I'll never be okay, yeah baby, that's okay