lighten my mood

I'll sell you a smile You'll buy it, they all do You'll buy it, they all do Some days my aspirations fade, staring into space Wonder what it's like to feel 'cause I'm numb But I'm trying anyways I'll take it day by day Will my whole life go to waste? I'm telling you, I don't wanna be like this Don't want it, but I can't lighten my mood I'm telling you, I don't wanna be like this Don't want it, but I can't lighten my mood, it's true I wish that I could talk to you Confess that I am blue I look for words inside me, they won't come out But I'm trying anyways I'll take it day by day Will my whole life go to waste? I'm telling you, I don't wanna be like this Don't want it, but I can't lighten my mood I'm telling you, I don't wanna be like this Don't want it, but I can't lighten my mood, it's true I'm not okay, maybe that's okay (maybe that's okay) If I take a break, maybe that's okay (maybe that's okay) I'm not okay, maybe that's okay (maybe that's okay) If I take a break, maybe that's okay (maybe that's okay) I don't wanna be, don't wanna be like this anymore I don't wanna be, don't wanna be like this anymore I don't wanna be, don't wanna be like this anymore Anymore, hmm