I Lose, You Lose

Oh my love look at the mess your in

Pushing everyone aside

Now I feel I was a test for you,

So next time you'll get it right,

You said it, I get it, you lied

Cold calling at night

Force faking a smile

Back breaking to try

You said it, I get it, I cried

So many nights

No reason for why

I'm going dark inside

You said it, I get it, We rest

Not good at best,

Head to my chest

Tell me what is next

You said it, I get it, I'm out

You're out

We're out

Always when you get up it's not what you really wanted,

No time or energy,

Calling knowing you won't get back to me,

Needing someone to be there happily,

I lose

Talking telling the same old story

Through rose tint glasses I'll keep the memories,

I can't help being in my head could you,

Show me something I understand,

With our own four hands we could break this bread,

But now two are losing there's nothing left.

I lose

I long to be okay with me,

But I can't help but overplay our wrongs,

I'm maybe only halfway there,

Don't understand why you don't care,

I long to be okay with me,

But I can't help but overplay your wrongs,

I'm maybe only halfway there,

Don't understand why you don't care,

You know I'm only halfway there,

I think that you should take more care,

I think I'm only halfway there,

I thought that we were happy there,

I lose you lose

I lose you lose

You know we were only half way there,

I hope that we can take more care,

I know I'm only halfway there,

I thought that you were happy there.