Breaking Apart (Goodbye)

With pieces removed I remain incomplete

Self contained in a world of my own design

I left all I could have been behind

I fall beneath my guilt and shame

Wanting more but it never came

I try to pull and push aside

I fight myself to stay alive

One more day goes by and I feel I'm fading

One more selfish lie and I feel I'm breaking

Cutting shapes into my skin

A jigsaw from the pain within

Missing a few parts of me

I'd remove my heart if I could see

This bottle of mine could make a fire

So I emptied it fueling my desire

With consciousness in entropy

I'll ignite my apathy

One more day goes by and I feel I'm fading

One more selfish lie and I feel I'm breaking apart

One more day goes by and I feel I'm fading

One more selfish lie and I feel I'm breaking

One more day goes by and I feel I'm fading

One more selfish lie now it's time I say goodbye