This Is Me Now

lately i'm wondering blind

life keeps on passing me by

i catch myself in the eye

like who the hell is that guy

i've

got deeper lines on my face, like

i'm getting further away

my old familiar ways don't

serve me the same

tryna rewire my brain

again

i guess this is me now

this is me now

i guess this is me now

i guess this is me now

this is me

who am i gonna be now?

well we all wanna be loved, so

somebody give me a hug

tell me that i am enough

don't try so hard

each hour of every day

it's a transitional phase

well i'm sick of carrying shame so

tight, but

i guess this is me now

this is me oh

i guess this is me now

i guess this is me now

this is me

who am i gonna be now?

mmm

i guess this is me now

this is me oh

i guess this is me now

i guess this is me now

this is me

who am i gonna be now?

who am i gonna be now?

and i'm worrying worrying

and the future is troubling

then i'm home again

and i'm rushing i'm hurrying

and my head is all muddling

then i'm home again

and i hate that i'm struggling

and it's building it's bubbling

and i'm tired of numbing it

and i'm scared that i'm fucking it

then i'm hooooooooome again

i guess this is me now

this is me oh

i guess this is me now

i guess this is me now

this is me

who am i gonna be now

who am i gonna be now

this is me oh

i guess this is me now

i guess this is me now

this is me

who am i gonna be now?

who am i gonna be now?

this is me now

this is me now

this is me