Exploding Star

Are you floating in the cosmos, finally free from time

While I'm down here on the highway looking for signs?

Will I finally find me a place to draw a line between the whole damn rest of it, and my own little mind?

Or am I down in a garden bed waiting for the sun?

Have I been arms-out, eyes-closed, waiting for the one?

Have I been holding on to holograms, fistfuls of golden sand

Chasing floaters on the surface of my eyes?

I emptied out your house like a slowly exploding star

I scattered you around, and now you're all spread out

You're all spread out

Oh-oh, oh-oh

Should I be looking for your message in cloud-shapes, snowflakes?

Eyes to the sky for some omen, golden light to warm your empty chair?

A song for the heavy air?

Coincidence, significance, to believe you're there? Is it you?

Is it me, injecting it with meaning?

Does it matter when the matter that we're made of is the same?

I'll just wait, I'm just space with a few sad cells that take shape of a person, without their person

In this unfathomable place

I emptied out your house like a slowly exploding star

I scattered you around, and now you're all spread out

You're all spread out

Can you see me from there with this roof over my head?

Would you have a better view if I was out there instead?

Should I move to the desert, find your love among the stars?

Or are you also in the constellations made from little particles of dust that burst

And spin in golden air when I take out

Shake out, your sweater to wear?

Inside arms that held me when I cried

Are you woven in the fabric of my life?

Are you woven in the fabric of my everyday living?

My everyday, everyday

I, I emptied out your house, and now you're all spread out

Now you're all spread out, now you're all spread out