Murphy

buzzing inside of my head

caught up in all that i said

feeling so tight in my chest

sweat like acid and intense

and i can see why you think it’s not me

ego reaches through the void to grab me

ripping apart what i love about things

i don’t know why, i don’t know why

and in both your eyes

that you got from others and how they cry

somehow you’re alive

take it out on you and i

you look right through mine

running inside of my head

lost in a thought i’m distracted

stuck in a cycle of language

all the lies, keep goin

feeling so tense, wish i’d forget

all that i said, i know i’ll

take it out on you and i

just like a bad dream

feeling empty

staring at me