Undertow (feat. Definitely Maybe)

I’ve been trying to fix myself, the damage dealt

But my walls are caving in

Can’t get a grip on my mental health, this toxic hell that won’t ever let me win

Cause baby I’m a lost cause, said I’m long gone, that’s what you thought

Never picking up the pace

Swear you got me speaking in tongues, always undone, misunderstood

Nobody’s listening

Is it even worth it, can’t reach the surface, can’t breathe

I’m losing purpose, but I’ve still got some fight in me

At least I made it out of bed today

But I’m stuck inside this mess I’ve made

Will I ever be okay, ever be okay

We’ll never know

If it’s worth the pain, the highs, and lows

Slowly sinking deeper, growing weaker

Just caught up in the undertow

Just caught up in the undertow

I’ve been trying to numb the pain and fade away

But there’s nothing strong enough

All the shame, the words you won’t say

That dance around your tongue

Like I’m a lost cause, said I’m long gone

That’s what you thought

Here we go and go again

I tried running a running away

But I’m just running in running in place

Is it even worth it, can’t reach the surface, can’t breathe

At least I made it out of bed today

But I’m stuck inside this mess I’ve made

Will I ever be okay, ever be okay

We’ll never know

If it’s worth the pain, the highs, and lows

Slowly sinking deeper, growing weaker

Just caught up in the undertow

Just caught up in the undertow

Stranded out at sea

The perfect storm is weathering

Nobody’s saving me

I have to save myself

At least I made it out of bed today

But I’m stuck inside this mess I’ve made

Will I ever be okay, ever be okay

We’ll never know

If it’s worth the pain, the highs, and lows

Slowly sinking deeper, growing weaker

Just caught up in the undertow

Just caught up in the undertow