Was

Depleted of self belief

Wanted to self delete

Now I believe in me

NOW THAT IM UP

THEY TRYNA

SAY THAT THEY SORRY

THEY DIDNT KNOW THEY HAD ME

TILL THEY LOST ME

People manipulating ideas and editing videos justa propagate a cherry picked narrative

Consumers eat it up

Because they love

A staged experiment

Almost no point

Tryna decode the unintelligible shit

Some of these incoherent fucks write

Just because a large amount of people

Conform to a notion

Doesn't make it right

A following doesn't constitute if someone is bright

Social media is giving people egos

To the point they lose sight

GET UP OUT MY MENTIONS

You're a paragon of a charlatan

I'd be more productive

Havin conversations with a manakin

Man I did it again

Went on a tangent right after the beat dropped in

So many frauds

Like Teresa of Calcutta

I know when I die

They'll kiss the ground

Like they pray to Allah

Was

Depleted of self belief

Wanted to self delete

Now I believe in me

NOW THAT IM UP

THEY TRYNA

SAY THAT THEY SORRY

THEY DIDNT KNOW THEY HAD ME

TILL THEY LOST ME

There's been times where I should feel exuberant

Yet I feel despondent

Where the opposite of being exhumed

Sounds appropriate

I wanna be Ebullient

Not every good paradigm

In life is tangible

Loving yourself doesn't

Come with a manual

Oh the irony in blindly havin faith in

A man that died on a cross

But near a crosswalk

Lookin both ways before you cross

It's been Aeons

Since I gave fuck

I don't wanna talk

So Get the fuck up out my inbox

Smoking hella pot

Till the day I rot

Cali to Vermont

Living life how I want

Coming out the cut

Like a bat outta hell

You don't like

Well oh well

Thoughts spinning in my head like it's vinyl

My brain is a chaos domicile

People are gullible

Believin any debacle