Big Airplane

Ran away on a redeye flight.

Chickensh*t; didn't want to say goodbye.

But I only didn't want to make it hurt.

Met a girl on this big airplane

Told our stories and how we weren't the same

But I gotta say her's is worse.

So I'm thinking about the fool I've been

Got me thinking if I never play, how can I win?

I am falling

I am floundering

I don't know what I'm supposed to do but I know it isn't you.

Caught a cold from my own cold heart

Your's was warm but there was no spark

And you always spoke to me like a child.

I'm not sure if I'm meant for love

Maybe lust is what I'm more fond of

But I can't force a beat, much less a heart.

So I'm thinking about what I deserve

And my mother's in the background saying

"Girl, you'll never learn"

I am falling

I am floundering

I don't know what I'm supposed to do but I know it isn't you.

I can't seem to care about anything.

Let this bird go down.

Ran away on a redeye flight

Chickensh*t didn't want to say goodbye

But I only thought I'd make it worse

Ran away in the middle of the night

Don't deserve this pale moonlight

And the exit rows are now a hearse.

I am falling

I am floundering

I don't know what I'm supposed to do but I know it isn't you.