Graceless

For years I've been running to be free once again

No, there's no holding back, my head's in the air

I just sit by and smile as I watch the world go by

You came back so briefly like sweet summer rain

You told me that you love me, you'll see me again

And I'll be thinking of you for days and days and days

So come back and tell me your stories one day

You know I'll be here with flowers, I'll be calling your name

But I have this sinking feeling we'll be back to where it all began

'Cause I'm so graceless without you

I'm so graceless without you

I'm so graceless without you

So those days in the past, oh, they've come back to stay

And I wanna say I miss you but you're so far away

But I'm lost inside this feeling, I'm lost inside this feeling again

And I've been talking to a lady, oh, it's hell in my head

And I talk about you and the things that you said

And I'm crying for help but she tells me to breathe again

So I get home so late, all my thoughts are a mess

I head to my room to drink wine in my bed

But it stains all my sheets and my shirts and my heart and my head

And I've been thinking to myself, "How did it end up like this?"

Those days with you here, oh, the ones that I miss

But I just lay in bed as I watch those days go by

'Cause I'll be back, I'll be dancing again

I'll be back when I'm free from my head

I'll be back, I'll be back one day I know

'Cause I'll be back, I'll be dancing again

I'll be back when I'm free from my head

I'll be back, I'll be back, oh, God, I know

I'm so graceless

I'm so graceless