(And another thing is)

(Is the ultimate disrespect when somebody takes what’s yours)

(And this is our game)

(So that makes this shit personal)

I still be going through all of this pain

But I will be smiling through all of it

I can remember the day that I hate

23 in the 10 on the 5th

Now maybe one day I’ll say it is fate

Or maybe I’ll give up on both of us

Sending us down in a spiral of burdens

With both of us hurting

And nobody saying something

And will you one day

Take my hand hold it tight and say

This is the day

That I will be having to go

But I want you to know

That I’ve smiled through hate

And I’ve smiled through pain

But there’s love under there

Somewhere down at the base

And I’ll look at your face

Before I get put in a case

And emotions subside

The only thing that I could do in that moment was cry

I regret holding in that pain

I regret holding all my tears for that day

And now emotions becoming potions

And they be flowing in my mind like a rolling ocean

Gettin tired of the love and the fake devotion

Asking God if he put me in slow motion

Cause every time I try to sing I know I can’t speak

And every time I try to plan I know I can’t think

About all the pain that you have caused me and are causing and will cause me to drink

(Damn)

How you gonna do that to your sis

Go back to the beginning let me get the basis

Tell me what the definition of what respect is

(Oh I’m sorry I forgot you’re a misogynist)

I’m trying to keep my life going on

And this is just a life where you don’t belong

Say I love you to Mom for me

Cause I’m done being stuck in this family

And all this time you try to get me to talk to you

(You’re kidding, right?)

Said I’m the reason people hating and they mocking on you

(Must be some fucking joke)

Before you coming at me with the crimes you do

Remember in the first place why I blocked you