Paranoid

Don't call it a fallout

Hands bared, step outta the dugout

I can deal with what comes after that

I saw you tearing up the very last photograph

No second chances, and honestly

The juice wasn't worth the squeeze

You really thought that I'm the safe option?

I guess I just saw it differently

Did you get what you wanted?

You said that I'm just paranoid

I got caught in the teeth of the thoughts that keep me awake

And you're still not being honest

And you swear that I'm just paranoid

And I didn't need it, I was gonna bleed anyway

You weren't sure of your choices

So you thought you should give me a ring

The good was good, but the bad was better

And that pretty much sums up everything

I don't know what you wanted, or if it was something I could even give

And if I could, I don't know if I would give it

You sound fine, and you've seen how I live

Did you get what you wanted?

And you said that I'm just paranoid

I got caught in the teeth of the thoughts that keep me awake

And you're still not being honest

And you swear that I'm just paranoid

And I didn't need it, I was gonna bleed anyway

So caught up in the afterglow

Running around like I didn't know

I was just a thing you could mess with

I was just a notch on your checklist

It didn't bother me all that much

You were something I was willing to part with

We were both pretty heartless

I didn't even love you that much to start with

Leave or stay, it's all the same

'Cause I was gonna bleed anyway

Don't call it a fallout

Hands bared, step outta the dugout

I can deal with what comes after that

If I'm your backup, I guess you shoulda planned for that