How To Disappear

It’s strange to me

I just got cleared

Now all my friends are off the deep-end

It’s like I’m okay

But I guess I better be

I know

I can’t control what hurts you

But you’re face says

I’m supposed to

And I’m reeling

From this feeling

Like we’ve had this conversation

Cause all my friends are asking

How to disappear

Have I done everything to

Keep them breathing

And I know

I want to be better

I don’t know where to start

I’m like some old sweater

Pull one string and fall apart

I can’t keep lying on the phone

Like I’m already out I’m not at home

Cause I’m fucking scared to leave you alone

Cause all my friends are asking

How to disappear

Have I done everything to

Keep them breathing

I say enough

Just enough to hold you on top

Pushing through my veins to keep up

If you’re trying make your heart stop

Make it 2 of us

Say enough

Just enough to hold you on top

But I’m not good enough to show up

So if you’re trying to make your heart stop

Make it 2 of us

Cause all my friends are asking

How to disappear

Have I done everything to

Keep them breathing