Eventually

I wanted to leave

But it's difficult with hands around my neck

It's harder to sleep

When you always keep me up inside my head

I want to believe

That everything will work out for the best

But honestly

Wishful thinking, what the fuck did I expect?

Well the nights grow longer as the days roll by

But I can't keep hiding me behind these eyes

Started running from what made me paranoid

Eventually, it caught up to me

Maybe I'm the one I can't seem to avoid

Suddenly

I'm taking back the one thing that felt permanent

And all those things I never said

A call to arms that I resent

Eventually, it caught up to me

I'm starting to see

No, I haven't come to terms with myself yet

I'm grinding my teeth

While I'm dealing with the fear that I protect

Well the nights grow longer as the days roll by

Been hanging by a moment now, I think that it's time

Started running from what made me paranoid

Eventually, it caught up to me

Maybe I'm the one I can't seem to avoid

Suddenly

I'm taking back the one thing that felt permanent

And all those things I never said

A call to arms that I resent

Eventually, it caught up to me

Eventually, it caught up to me

I can't imitate at any cost

But I can ride it 'til the wheels fall off

Wanna breakaway from me, let's get lost

So lost

I can't imitate at any cost

But I can ride it 'til the wheels fall off

Wanna breakaway from me, let's get lost

So lost

Well the nights grow longer as the days roll by

But I can't keep hiding these-

Started running from what made me paranoid (Eventually, it caught up to me)

Eventually, it caught up to me

Maybe I'm the one I can't seem to avoid

Suddenly

I'm taking back the one thing that felt permanent

And all those things I never said

A call to arms that I resent

Eventually, it caught up to me

Eventually, it caught up to me

Eventually, it caught up to me