How I Am

She keeps tryna knock down my door

She broke my heart for a reason

Now she's coming back for more

Never thought you were the one I need

I know you probably hate me

But I'd hate to see you leave

But that's just how I am

I'm sorry if I couldn't be

Your one and only friend

I never wanted to be me

But that's just how I am

I'm sorry if I couldn't be

Your one and only friend

I don't think that I can let you go

I call you every night

Told you everything I know

I know I would lead you to your tomb

I wish that we could go back

Smoking weed inside my room

But that's just how I am

I'm sorry if I couldn't be

Your one and only friend

I never wanted to be me

But that's just how I am

I'm sorry if I couldn't be

Your one and only friend