Pardon Me () Abandon Me

Pardon me, abandon me

So much progress wiped out so swiftly

Gone so quickly

Part of me is harder to see

In my office, I cower, wishing

I was missing

Some days I feel I am

A chair that I’ll stand on

Placed on sinking sand

Pardon me, abandon me

Painted poorly, it needs some colour

Who could bother

Possibly a pain to recreate

Painting hate and it’s made with shoulders

Looking over

To see

There’s nothing I could be

If I’m not any good at

Being me

Apologies and self soothing remedies

Hell’s useless memories

Tell me how to help me

Give me a key, I’m cuffed, I need to set me free

I’m fucked, I bleed, I’m only three years off

The reason is my seamless luck, I’ll see it stop

Pardon me, abandon me

Wave goodbye, with a smile while teary

I’m so dreary

You’ll be feeling better, give it time

Early signs when you smile so sweetly

I’m completely

In awe

I’ll think of what I saw

When I’m off to the shadows

Not much but its a start

Apologies and self soothing remedies

Hell’s useless memories

Tell me how to help me

Give me a key, I’m cuffed, I need to set me free

I’m fucked, I bleed, I’m only three years off

The reason is my seamless luck, I’ll see it stop