Perfect Timing

I don't know why

I haven't been thinking about you lately

Like I should be

And I know you notice sometimes

Sorry I

Never let my self live in the moment

These days

There's just so much on my mind

And that's why

I'm upset and run down

And running out of options again

I fucked up and freaked out

And now I'm losing

My sense of myself and

I hope I find it

But if not I guess I'll just be forgotten

And you always see me

Between empty sleep and coffee

And you always told me

This never was perfect timing

Sorry I'm upset sorry I'm not fine

It's been a long day I've been up all night

Counting the mistakes still on the wrong side

Sat on the front steps hoping you're alright

And you always see me

Between empty sleep and coffee

And you always told me

This never was perfect timing