Save Me

See me but do you really wanna save me ?

Do you - do you really wanna save me ?

Felt like i put in work still if my life a curse man but still im failing

But still im failing

If you ain't here im bailing

Heh Guess now im bailing

Tryna be prevailing

In this life im sailing im adrift and trailing

Wanting you to save me but you gone and im insane see ,

I lost the old me , life can be wack

I miss a lot , yea thassa fact

Do you get the point ? Like a stinking tac

I'm never going back

Can't believe what i thought would last left way too soon like dad

And now im here confused , stuck thinking "what did i do ?"

Stuck thinking "i could've done more" before you walked out of my door

I aint eva been this lost or this poor I ponder "what my life is for ?"

For i aint ever had four reasons

To keep on believing I jus stay with grieving

I dwell on the past , i can't 'ev relax Sometimes it hurts to keep on breathing

See this ? Used to put my feelings on tiktok

Got called out so i really had to flip thoughts

They still in my head , big lots

Do this all the time like im living like a wristwatch

Like im living like a big knot tangled up i be so ticked off

You be on site , being what i wanna click on

Cuz it hurts seeing people get they licks huh ?

Is that really really really what the script was ?

I was written out pass a pen brah

Let me write my story , for me , poorly

Man I can't win now !

I see people saying , "jus do ya best!"

So i really go out and do my best !

But when my love put to the test , i feel like i jus fail again and again And again And again

Realize now what i should've known then

In this life , I ain't meant to win

That's why i aint over you

That's why my joy overdue

I spent too much on you

I feel like I was used

One time i showed you one of my tunes

Bet you faked that reaction too

I'll go insane while you leave room for other guys to love you too

Can't believe i thought you would stay , when now you ruin my day

And now im here confused , stuck thinking "what did i do ?"

Stuck thinking "i could've done more" before you walked out of my door

I aint eva been this lost or this poor Ponder "what my life is for ?"

For i aint ever had four seasons

To keep on with piecing I'm gluing my heart cuz it's freezing

It's broken and grieving I dwell on what happened , it's tragic

Sometimes it hurts to keep on breathing

See this ?

Used to trust in love but lately

You never wanted to date me !

You still got me going crazy

Smallville - somebody Save Me