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Just like the sun

You know that I've been

Patient, hoping

This light I'm holding

Who I've become

Something that we don't see

Yeah

I can't lie, yo, it's the not knowing that I can't take

There's this fear in my belly that I can't shake

Tryna remember what my mum say

But can't fill this space on these dark days, strange

Thought they told you I was done with that

They tryna roll me up in bubblewrap

Maybe it's lost and they ain't coming back

I saw the lightening, but I never saw the thunder clap

But I know it's coming, I know it isn't over

Looking under cushions on the sofa

Behind bedroom doors

Lifting up the corner of the poster

Still I can't figure if I'm closer, yeah

Yo, I'd be lying if I said I wasn't scared

I'd be lying if I said I wasn't there

I'd be lying if I said I weren't excited

End of every night, getting quiet

Wondering who's really there

Fall asleep beside a chair I used to write in

Now I only spend the night in

Rocking back and forth maybe more exciting

The sky looks bright when, shit

Yo, the sky looks bright when

Just like the sun

You know that I've been

Patient, hoping

This light I'm holding

Who I've become

Something that we don't see

Shit, yeah

It's just the sky looks bright in the middle of the night

When it all falls silent, four walls falling to Poseidon

The bed poles turn into an island

And I'm laying there beside him

I laugh to myself

I can't believe that I was frightened

I go to leave, feel his hands tighten

The birds fly above us

Angels are living here among us

Look at me doing what a mum does

Same time, look at what a father does

More stress, yo, we didn't ask for love

Wasn't he the architect?

The archetype that was after lust

And after thought are they harsh on us

Funny how the past can judge, still

But the only thing that's real

Really is that pressure that you feel

A man trained to—, yeah

I'm just a man trained to kill

To love, yo, I never had the skill

Just like the sun

You know that I've been

Patient, hoping

This light I'm holding

Who I've become

Something that we don't see

See

Just like the sun

You know that I've been

Patient, hoping

This light I'm holding

Who I've become

Something that we don't see

See

Just like the sun

You know that I've been

Patient, hoping

This light I'm holding

Who I've become

Something that we don't see