Curses

I don't know how to break this down

I'll just let this beat take me

I just feel like nothing else

And I mean that in a sense

Where I feel numb and feel just pain

Can't describe why I feel this way

I hate that I feel this way

I've been working yeah

Tried to get distracted yeah

Get away from my dark thoughts

Yet I still feel so lost

I just feel like in a maze

Find a way to just escape

Why can't I just be okay

It's my curse I can't erase

I just want to be with you

I hate that I'm not the one

I wish that I was him

I wish that I was him

Sleep at nights with you by me

Talk at times when it's heavy

Let me try to make you see

That I'm the one that's meant to be

But I know that you differ

You see me a different picture

Cry sometimes at nights like this

Tears don't come it's blood that is

Pour myself a drink or two

Down myself to Devil's juice

Down myself and make things worse

Mark my fate

It's a forever curse